16 August, 2006

歌曲再怎麼好聽始終唱不進妳心裡
忘記了一點悲傷該附有的面容
因為還有什麼能在我眼裡突顯出荒唐﹖

大家的歡樂傳遞到我手上
有那麼一刻我厭倦了我該有的努力

是不是應該更專注的累死我自己而心無旁驁
至少能避面比較 再討厭現在的自己

看著大局我說﹕ 對這是我要的 這是對的 一切都安排好好的 我要努力
但小細節好多 像樹枝一樣分歧穿出了我的腦袋

我是快樂的

也許是風風雨雨 在布簾之後還沒平息 但卻是我一個人的問題。

04 August, 2006

14days solving problems of jet lag.

Hello. This is my 4th day back in Hong Kong. No, I keep waking up in the afternoon, and I didn't see the sun at all on Wed.

Now, I m back, and my trip was PHUCKIN AWESOME. I had no idea about that before I go, I was thinking abt Coldplay Live in Hong Kong. But what an excellent start, it is fused into part of my trip and as well it was phuckin awesome. But bet there are thousands of ppl writing abt it so I dun say a word.

People, the people I met during the trip were so so fine, too fine, too good to be true. First my host family, then those in the camp. I duno that since when, I hv been very afraid to meet strangers, talk to them, let alone making new friends. However, now I got pools of new friends from all over Europe that I made it not bcoz I was brave but coz they are all very nice people. They made it, not me.

So, almost certain I part i miss the most abt the trip was PEOPLE. On the plane from Slovenia to Paris, only two hours, I thought about those guys no less than 50 times and cried. I couldn't forget all my dear friends, Anita, Dragana, Kati, Natalya, Gordana, Sina, Alicia, Stina..
It is among my greatest times in life knowing all these great people. I could not forget all those sweet embrace

Anita, I kn u r reading. Anita elefsen, you ICELAND girl, u r my dearest. U hv no idea how surprise I was when I found that we used the same phrases in writing each others' books. Your Iceland flag with ur words on it, was my very precious souvenir that I could pay no money to buy it. It is a big shame for me coz I didn't give u something similar, it is also a big shame for me that I hvn't had enough picture with u. I should have took thousands of pictures with you. Promise me u will send me back urs with me and you on them, please do. Sigur Ros, whenever I listen to Sigur Ros I think abt my dearest friend from Iceland. Anything Icelandic is related to you. Iceland brings me such wonderful friend I am really grateful. And, hey, I MISS YOU TOO.

=')

Kati, I duno if u're reading. I think u'll be reading coz I'll send u this. Kati is my favourite flavour.

-to be continued-